Wednesday, August 02, 2006:
*No posts today, just this little poem i was thinking about lying on my bed*How i regretted i turned u away,I wanted you as well but i was afraid,that what we were having would soon fade,but now im stuck here reminiscing*,thinking of what we COULD have had instead.i struck a dagger into ur heart,only to find that it wouldnt cut,cause now i see u happier then before,much more joyful, cheerful than back in 2004.if i could turn back time DAMN i would,if i could have one day out just with you,i would give you everything i've taken from you,how can that be that i'd let other people influence me,that you were not perfect and good enough for me,no body is perfect and neither am i,so what is it that im finding its to be by your side..........
heavenknows
10:21 pm
